WE TALK IN MY MIND: BUT…

Hi

Hello

Alright! You can speak up first.

Okay.

I never knew that life will turn upside down once I cross the line after school to university.

There are those who gets easily placed into what they have always planned out. There are those who are setting goals for future. There are those who are already into new relations and different ways. There are those who are into self realization and self care. there are those who are done with all they have made throughout.

And then,

There is me. I am still looking after options. I am not able to set goals.this transition from a student to self structured individual has made you numb. I am are trying . I am trying to heal,trying to build up your esteem again. yet falling. not once, but every time.

I am having group discussions in my mind. It says

Control your mid . Its going away far from your realistic world. You are into another level of cosmos. And i was questioned :Dreamland?

NO! Dreams are better, my reality makes me cold. I can see ahead, and it scares me the most.

O shit! These conversations in my mind will get me crazy. Sorry. Bye.